All what you said is fine by me,
as I talked with LocMax (and he'll clarify everything as well) I did what I did for a reason, I know you don't treat cases like this
But I did try the right way just didn't get any chance to do so,
In short admins here will indeed try to look into my name history to identify me and they'll 100% share this info with their little group,
And I'll end up getting harassed and it's something I really don't want to deal with,
Some people might understand and some others will just say man up, I'll just reply to that with "I can't deal with them" that's why