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  1. What is your in-game name? James Larkin Which staff member banned you? Athena When did you get banned? 08/22/2022 What is the ban reason? Too retarded to play here Personal comment Hello, I would like to try and appeal once again, I beg you for a chance to play. I'd just like to add, I did not just write an essay about why I should be unbanned, I wrote it from the bottom of my heart, please, grant me one last chance.
  2. What is your in-game name? James Larkin Which staff member banned you? Anonymous When did you get banned? 08/22/2022 What is the ban reason? Too retarded to play here Personal comment Dearest admins, I hope this appeal finds you in good health on the biggest Orthodox holiday there is, Christmas. I have decided to try once again, but this time I will be more reasonable, and overall honest, I must say I was not completely sincere in my latest appeal. It's been almost 5 months, it does not sound like a lot, of course, people have been banned for years, I just feel it important to be included. You have given me many chances, every unban you overlooked, every warning that was issued, every admin jail that I served, every setback you've forgiven me is the kingly gift you've given me. I've been giving you many promises that I will change and that I wouldn't continue such behavior, well, I didn't really respect your trust, and I took your word and your chances for nothing, but that's where I have failed as a man. It brings me shame, and I feel extremely dishonored for not obiding my words, and not doing the bare minimum that was expected from me, simply behaving like a normal human being. I write this, not because I am banned, but because I feel simply disgusted of the things I've done, I look back and now that I think of it, I can't remember a simple good thing I've done for the server, nor can I recall ever contributing to the community at all. I even took it a step further and leaked a person's name and their email adress. I honestly don't even know what I aspired to achieve, I just... well I guess I just didn't care at the time, and I was stupid enough to commit those acts without even thinking about the long term consequences. I admit I was very stubborn as the time went on, during my time on the server, many times I have regreted it but I actually never learned from it, that's what disappoints me, I feel disappointed in myself, and I feel deep remorse that I've shown you such an image of myself, because I believe I am not all that, and I believe I can prove it. It's not easy, I know, to simply read all this and just unban me just because I say kind words, but please believe, behind every single word, I stand with true sincerety and honesty, and I just hope you build up the trust to give me one last chance. I realized that, if I cannot get back on the server, I should at least try to do something good, to repay for my actions and try make myself feel better about those things, to not feel guilty. So I have started with apologizing to Athena, it took some work to get to her discord as she blocked me on my main account. I made an ALT account and joined FD discord server, there I begged for her to add me to her friends list (Since she doesn't accept friend requests) and let me talk to her (She did not know who I was, I decided not to tell her publicly as I persume, if she knew who I am, she wouldn't bother even talking to me, which I deserve). After Athena added me as a friend, I seeked her forgiveness, and I stated why I feel sorry, and how stupid I feel for acting so immature. Athena's answer was: I have also asked Athena if I may include this statement in the ban appeal, to which she has agreed. I cannot even begin to express how much I desire to be allowed to play again, you've heard this a hundred times but I promise, I am changed, and I believe people can change. None of what I said is me trying to look guilty, in fact, I write this from the bottom of my heart, and I am burning from the desire, because it burdens me to know what terrible havoc I have caused to other players of the community. I do believe every player, once registered, is given some sort of power, that power is his freedom, an opportunity to do whatever he wants once he joins the server. But power attracts the worst and corrupts the best, I have misused whatever power was given to me just so I could feel...badass, like I was the center of the attention, and I was horribly wrong. I hope you will read this, and actually consider unbanning me. If you find it in your heart to forgive me, I would be forever grateful. -Yours truly, Quin.
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