You're right James, but at some point I had a great group back then with few friends we were the best roleplay group in that time, I was playing serious, but management changed and shit started going on, I got DM-ed many times and nothing was happened, so I started trolling too, I treated the players the same way they did to me, I was getting mad quickly, I continued trolling since server turned into CnR I got mad, I loved this server when it was released, but some rules just ruined the server and I got mad about it, and how new SAMP players (inexperienced) got into staff team within a month or two max, that thing triggered me more and more, they didnt handle the reports properly, I'm not saying that I'm innocent and I havent done anything wrong, but what I did was for a reason that I got pissed about few things were going on, but I released that I'm just a player whatever I do or say and how I react wont matter, and luckily matthew has changed some rules and made some rules which will turn the server to how it was when it was released one of them the new turf rule, and about that picture as I said I was ragging most of times I couldnt handle myself but I took a break to reconsider my actions and where I was wrong and to fix that as much as I can and I hope that I get a chance this time and if I get banned again feel free to ban me from your community.